Woof. So let's recap (based off a few reddit and jokers rabbit holes).. Holly started banging a former bachelorette loser because he apparently was spreading word on the social media reality show casting circuit that he was going to be the next bachelor. Banged a bunch of women trying to get on the show including Holly... Turns out he isnt the next bachelor, Holly still has enough (missing the word here) to actually date him knowing what he did to the other women.
She then admits it was a horrible relationship and she was dumb for being in it while on another reality show that records everything. She wanted to reset and play a game and make a good impression so...she....became another dude's sloppy seconds during that very season and was going to ride that to the end until she finds out she likely isn't staying because of said sloppy 2's relationship.
I really wanted to like Holly. I think she has a good heart. But she's a fame ***** with a conscience. That's not good for her mental psyche.