You aren't in a cult because you "believe in America". What a weird attempt to put words in my mouth. You are in a cult because you can say with a straight face that what Trump has proposed is "meaningfully cutting spending". If you were to say "I recognize the fact that Trump is not proposing to cut spending at all in the way he promised but I still support him because that is outweighed by x, y, and z", that would be a completely different matter.