kurt vonnegut said:
Fair enough. Online conversations area hard and I could have written my original post differently. The last two paragraphs of my response to one MEEN above maybe better describes my intention.
That's fair enough. I've considered quite often as it is a possibility God isn't real. I think I can honestly say that if it were proven God wasn't real, I would apply the following logic (sorry, it's a long one):
1. God isn't real so there is no set objective to life. No particular job I am here to do, and no particular "best" way to live. And certainly no objective morality. In that way I could say life absolutely has no true meaning. I would have to create my own.
2. If there is no objective "best" way to live and morality, I would do what suits me. My meaning/purpose in life would be to maximize my life as I view it. Sometimes what suits me will help others. Sometimes it will harm them. That will factor into my decision but only so much that I don't cause any undue harm. Undue harm would be determined by me alone, so those that I do harm to may feel differently. I could easily see a scenario in which failing to achieve what I want in life could lead to me ending it early. I've been fairly successful so far, so if you could convince me today that God isn't real, then the following changes would occur.
I can honestly say that I would be a very different person. Im sure society as a whole would force some guardrails on me, (can't exactly rob banks with impunity) but when you see the whole Epstein island ordeal, insider trading in Congress, etc, I feel fairly confident I could get away with quite alot. Maybe that makes me a bad person since I need an objective morality (and some divine help from time to time) to help me stay on the straight and narrow, but that's me being honest.
I wouldn't cheat on my wife, but I absolutely would have been very different with women in high school and college. Accumulating a high body count would have been high on my list of things to do.
I can very confidently say that 3 of my children would not exist if I had a different faith. Not due to abortion but because I would have been sterilized long before they had a chance to exist (although my views on abortion would do a total 180) Those 3 humans never would have had a life, and that haunts me and my wife both.
It may be terrible to say, but I am very confident I would operate in business differently. Not in terms of stealing or outright misdeeds, but I would certainly buy fully into the capitalist mindset of giving the customer as little as I can for as much money as I can get them to pay. I detest this business model because I think it devalues the humans we are supposed to serve, but if we're all just cosmic goo, I really couldn't care less. I'd churn through whatever employees are willing to work for the wages and conditions I set. I could take far more trips, buy far more stuff for my family and retire far earlier. Maybe I would find more satisfaction in making my employees and customers happy than I would making more money, but I doubt it.
I certainly would not give of my money as freely as I do now. Nor would I volunteer as much time. Church going away puts a lot of money and time back in my life.
The angry/hurtful things that I want to say but reword instead would stop being filtered. The only reason I'm not a genuine scathing ******* when dealing with some people is because I believe they have an inherent dignity. If that was gone, couldn't care less. This would likely be curtailed some by the need to hang on to certain clients/employees, but the ones that weren't important enough to move the needle would hear it.
While I wouldn't kill myself right now, I could see logic in ending it early. I don't know what it feels like to be 80 + but I could certainly see a point at which logically it makes sense to go out in some fun way than it would to extend life as long as I can, slowly falling apart.
Oh, and vigilante justice would definitely be on the table. The only thing stopping me there would be a police state.
This is a small sampling of things I think. I know I'm not alone in these thoughts, as I've had many conversations with different friends about how their life here and now would change. Men fully ok with cheating on their wives in this scenario, and not because they don't love her, but because their lustful. Obviously losing the marriage may stop them, but it wouldn't be an interior motivation. Men who would be in fist fights every other day because of their angry dispositions. Men that would steal. Men that have been very clear they would lie to make more sales. And that speaks nothing of how different their life would be in general because of the decisions they specifically made while they were still believers (in this scenario). Would I have even bothered getting married? Would I live somewhere different? Would I be in a sleazier industry that offered a chance to make more money? (not porn lol) would I have bothered with kids at all?
I don't know you nor your interior disposition, but this is the reality in my world. I applaud you that you seem to have less/no struggles with these basal desires, but I can't even begin to count the amount of times I made "better" choices because of my faith. I wouldn't be a serial killer but overall I would be a much, much more selfish person, much less restrained in my hurtful actions towards others and all around different because YOLO. I'd be on an all out mission to get mine and let everyone else outside of my circle fend for themselves.
And to be clear, I don't do this primarily for carrot/stick. Heaven and Hell definitely helps me make the right decisions on bad days, but the reason I do good things now is because I believe I was created to do good things. Heaven is a place where there is no more pain and suffering and I want to help people get there with me (hopefully). I'm not trying to earn a reward. I'm trying to do what I was made to do.
I hope this more accurately completed your thought experiment, and hopefully you don't consider me and my unnamed friends to be terrible people.
ETA: I know utility is not a good enough reason to believe, so I could take all of that out, but I feel it important to show why it's such a hot topic for Christians. It's deeply personal and might be another reason why the thought experiment isn't going well