I just declared my 100th COVID19 patient deceased...

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McInnis 03
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Your business and investing options friends salute you Riley. Thank you and God bless you.
Strike One
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Heroic service on your part to the seriously ill. May God bless you for your medical service and for all the sacrifices you are making in your personal life to help others. Keep up the good fight!
Charpie
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God bless you doc! I can't imagine what you've been going through.
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I have to admit that this post moved me to the verge of tears. Not sure why it hit me quite so hard but it definitely shook me up. There is some serious future PTSD potential from going through something like that.

I hope all believers will join me in praying for your physical and mental health, for some peace in the midst of the storm for you and others like you, and that you will continue to be a help and a comforting presence to your patients.

It's interesting to see the emerging trend to not treat COVID19 patients just like ARDS patients.
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Wonderful post and a dose of needed perspective for those of us not on the front lines. I said a prayer for you and your family.

I ask for blessing on you and every health worker fighting this fight for the rest of us. The Lord bless you and keep you. The Lord make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you. The Lord look upon you with favor and grant you his shalom peace.
SRBS
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Keep up the great work sir!!!!!!!
doctorAg13
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What a sobering account. Take care of yourself, doc. Praying for you
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VegasAg98
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Incredible post
Drip99
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Amazing post. God bless you and thanks for sharing. Stay safe
malenurse
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Good stuff Doc. Thank you.
FTAG 2000
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Gig 'em and god bless.

Quote:

People already cross the street when I walk home in my scrubs.

Don't feel bad, us and our neighbors do this every day and no one's wearing scrubs
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I read you post to my wife. You have a few words that I never use in my vocabulary and some words that I have never seen and mispronounced terribly. My wife just grabbed my phone and started reading it herself.
We are, as stated above, frightened and heartbroken by your post and hope that you persevere through this. We are blessed that there are medical staff all over this country who are giving all they have to keep us well, save our lives, and mourn our losses.

May the Lord bless you and your family.

I hope when all this is over we can have a celebration in Aggieland with all those who have educated bus, informed us, and given us hope during this crises.
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Thank you for all you do. I just texted you. I have some PPE I an send if you want to reply.
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As an Aggie Mom I wish I could cook you a comfort meal, tuck you in bed, and watch over you through the night so you could get a good night's sleep. Instead, I will pray. Thank you and don't ever think of yourself as a pariah...YOU ARE DOING GOD'S WORK.
Capitol Ag
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Thank you for all you have done! Great post.
elchucoag93
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God Bless You and the work you do. I pray you see your family soon.
TailG8TR
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At times like now, words seem weak and inadequate.

Thank You for your devotion and dedication to working and trying to make a difference in the outcomes of all of your patient's lives.

Gratitude and thankfulness for professionals like you is too seldom expressed.

May you find strength and mental toughness as well as peace and calm to continue onward.

Thank You !!!!
Tony Franklins Other Shoe
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Great post considering it's Muster. Very fitting for memories of those lost and those doing everything they can to save loved ones from being lost. Best of health, success, and energy to you and your family Doc.
dkd95
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May God continue to bless you. May He continue to provide strength to you, as you are clearly doing His work.
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Thank you, doc.
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God Bless you Doctor. You are a true credit to your calling. I believe the clinical excellence of the American healthcare system has saved many who would perish elsewhere.
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CV said:

As an Aggie Mom I wish I could cook you a comfort meal, tuck you in bed, and watch over you through the night so you could get a good night's sleep. Instead, I will pray. Thank you and don't ever think of yourself as a pariah...YOU ARE DOING GOD'S WORK.
As much as the doc's post got to me, this one hit me even harder.

God bless you, CV. The world needs more good hearts like yours and less selfish people.
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Strong work. Hopefully when your world begins to quiet you will have some great down time with family in whatever way you want to spend it. No one talks about the after for the docs on the front lines. While volunteers are welcome now, they will be needed more after all of this. It is unreasonable to expect docs to pick up, move forward, and just continue their practices. There should be 3 - 6 month paid leave in my opinion. Will that solve everything? No, but it can give each doc time to assess where they are when it becomes a manageable illness that coexists among the many other disease we see.

As for those of us who have been fortunate to not see too much of the disease, thank you, both to you and the other docs who come on here to post their experience. In the absence of an M&M conference these boards/posts provide valuable information as we bounce our therapeutic successes and failures off each other in real time. Incidentally, while they don't post on here that I know of, thanks to to the Italian docs. So many sacrificed their lives and so many more shared their experiences. It wasn't until they sent the alert did many of us realize what we might be facing.

God Bless, Keep Safe, and here's hoping for a quiet day!
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God bless and watch over you, Doc. You are doing the Lord's work and the families of those you help, and those you couldn't save but tried so hard to, will never forget you.

I just wish everyone could read your words and take a little perspective about what you face every day vs. what they are dealing with. As bad as most people think they have it, in almost every case it pales to what you face and see every day.
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Very sobering perspective, I hadn't heard of all the complications for those that do survive.
Thank you for being there with the patients and providing not only treatment, but also the words of comfort and encouragement their families aren't able to. As hard as it must be for you try to find time to take care of yourself so you can eventually get to enjoy time with your family.

For all the health care professionals out on the front lines take care, God Bless you and watch over you!
JD Shellnut
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Sorry for my ignorance but do most hospitals have HFNC's on hand?
ocag
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And God said well done my good and faithful servant. You are doing God's work. Hope you feel lifted and sustained by the prayers we are sending to you and all of the others on the front lines.
kylerbess
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Praying for God to provide peace strength and protection to you
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Prayers for Riley290 and others battling on the front lines of this healthcare crisis!
NorCal
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Praying for you
Ranger222
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Nothing but love being sent your way. Thank you.
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Wow, what a post. Thanks for sharing.

This is the kind of personal testimony that makes Texags worth reading.
Even if I have to wade through a lot of other snarky threads to find this gem.

Take care of yourself.
Big Al 1992
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Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!
pathag1
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I greatly appreciate your hard work. I am a pathologist (veterinary), so I somewhat understand what you are doing and the intense pressure you are dealing with. I get very emotional reading your post; keep strong. I am praying for you doing God's work.
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There are no words except for Thank You and God Bless You!!!
 
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