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Writing to you from MD Anderson where I'm inpatient. People are tired. Professional people are nervous. They r worn out. I'm in a world class facility and I can't even imagine what the other facilities are like. It can't be good.
I'm not making light of your situation at all and I hope that you recover from whatever has you there.
You are an in an extremely high risk environment for infection even without this pandemic. Public schools are not that setting setting and it's comparing apples to oranges.
I want to clarify and I thank you for your well wishes, Stupe.
To be clear, I am safe and sound in a top floor of MD Anderson with a beautiful view of the Astrodome and NRG Stadium. Everyone around me is vaccinated and masked. I've literally got the best team in the world curing my rare leukemia and I will walk out of here in a month or so with brand new bone marrow and a new attitude. That is when it might get dicey but that is another problem for another day.
What is different about this stay at MD Anderson (I've had more than a few) is the staff is tired. Stretched. The doctors are frustrated. They don't want to be heroes anymore. They don't want signs and cookies. They want people to practice basic pandemic hygiene and get vaccinated, if they are able. My nurses are working around the clock to care for me and as they drive in to work, some are afraid that they might be floated to the covid19 floor. Some of my nurses are salty and some are fresh out of nursing school. A 28 year old nurse with a decent amount of experience confessed that she had never seen so many people die before. She was surged to covid floor for a bit. She normally gave chemo and people got worse and then mostly better but she didn't have to watch people suffocate day after day. She was thrilled to be back on my floor for now. A young man worried for his family at home while he worked. His wife is in healthcare too and they are working lots of hours while balancing young children. Their lives are disrupted at home and he is trying to hold things together while pulling extra shifts at the hospital. A group of nurses here decided to go to Hawaii for 6 months and give vaccines as the stress of cancer plus covid patients was taking a serious toll. The part of the nursing team with family here understood their coworkers decision but have ties and responsibilities in Houston and can't leave but now they work more to cover shifts that have to be covered. There are as many personal stories as there are people. No one is saying "I love my job!" like they have in the past.
I'm not even going to mention what the doctors tell me as it would not be difficult to figure out who they are. My team is very small and specialized. They have treated me for over 15 years. I know them very well. Let me just say that they are worried and frustrated. Not about me. I'm in their wheelhouse. They do leukemia and transplant every day. They worry about their adult children and grandchildren and covid. They are the leaders in their extended family units and come from all over the globe. Medicine has never been so emotionally charged before. They are professionals and they will hold it together but it seems to me that we should do our part to help. And yes, I mean vaccinate and wear a mask. And wash your dang hands. (Where are the people against handwashing? You must be out there) It is not perfect. It is something. Even if you or your child wear the mask wrong, it is a sign that you actually care. You actually tried.
If you or a loved one is ever in the position of almost suffocating to death, you want a fresh, rested, brilliant doctor and nurse team to attend to you. You don't want one that has been beaten and battered and had fights within their families about science and medicine just trying to do their job.