djalk, GREAT to have you here, thanks for coming by and giving us a Hello. tu ag is the "real deal" and we all need the likes of him in our lives. But I've also noticed, in my years of ministry, that the reason the tu ags of the world do what they do is because they derive as much joy from being ALLOWED to serve as some of us get from being served.
Glad you went and hollered for our Ags. Best of luck to you as things start to stabilize for ya. In my own story, I can relate but I can't possibly know yours fully. God does and for that I'll lift you and yours up.
Blessings.