Some might consider this over dramatic or whatever, but I will always remember my reaction when Cruz didn't catch that ball in the 9th. People remember their feelings, emotions, thoughts after big moments in life... Literally, I about threw up. I couldn't believe it. It was like someone punched you in the gut, knocked all the wind out of you, and pressed repeat, over and over.
I still don't watch MLB network, read ESiPN's baseball coverage, anything really.. It's still too raw.
I gave in and finally bought season tix for this upcoming season (been going for over 20 years so don't give me any of that bandwagon crap) and maybe by April I'll be able to stomach the thought of "one strike away".. But not yet.