Great stuff, rb. Thanks for sharing your experiences on here!
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WHY I'M RETIRING FROM PROSITUTION
It was originally called "*****s." I fought with my management and label over that title for months. Finally, I gave in to calling it "Victim Of Desire." It is on my American Dreams CD and it's based on a true story
I used to make records at a recording studio called the Velvet Elvis, on 5th avenue. It was in what we call, "the pleasure district." In other words, there were strip clubs and ***** houses all around it. In fact, the house RIGHT next door was a "private dancer" club. That means every dance provided by the "dancers" was a "private" dance (I promise no more "quotations"). Draw your on conclusions as to what transactions might've taken place in those private rooms.
We used to work all hours of the night down there. And we got to know some of the girls who worked at the club. They would come out on the stoop in the summer, turn up loud music, and dance for passers by hoping to attract clients. A couple of them were really sweet and really nice to us. They would wave and say hi on their way into work. You'd think they were going to work a shift at a bank well in stilettos and mini skirts. But all of them were damaged. And I often wished I could go over there and pay them all to just go home. But I couldn't.
One night, while taking a break from making yet another Contemporary Christian radio hit, something dawned on me. What those girls were doing and what I was doing wasn't that different: we were all providing 3 minutes of pleasure for money.
You see, you start out doing it for free and it gets you noticed. Then you THINK it's getting you love. Then, you get good at it and people marvel and that makes you feel special. You get so good at it you can transport them somewhere and take their mind off their troubles for a little while. And THAT, they will pay for.
So you start selling it. And if you're really good and keep your head together and pay attention to your business moves and learn to play the right angles you can turn it into a career and a pretty darn good living. Then, you begin telling yourself the lie. The lie that it can last forever and that people will always want it from you and that you are as attractive and exciting as you were when you were young.
But then, one day, you age out. It's not that you're repulsive to people they're still fond of you. But they weren't in this for love. They were in it for pleasure and excitement; for something new and different. And you're just not that anymore.
There's a line in my song, *****s, that says, "they'll put you on the stroll let you sell your soul but you'll never get enough." And when I wrote it, I didn't know how true it was. Your soul will never bring in enough money.
My current songwriting contract ends on July 1st, 2017. I plan on honoring it right up until the last day of it. I'm going to write songs and I'm going to try to get them recorded and in the market place. But when my contract is up, I am walking away from songwriting as a profession. There are many reasons for this. But the main reason is there is simply no profession to be had anymore.
My goal, the past few years, has been to work as hard as I can and write enough hit songs that would generate enough money for me to sell my catalog in a few years and set up a trust for my special needs daughter. My hope is that it would be enough for her to live on for the rest of her life. There was a time when that was possible. Don't get me wrong there is no music business universe where that would've been simple. But it was at least possible.
My plan was a gamble to be sure. I've always said the music business was hard even when it was easy. Having a hit song as a songwriter is like finding a unicorn in a field of Fabrege eggs. It is rarified air. But I've been up in that air 23 times and I know it's possible. It's also the only thing I know how to do that could've generated the kind of money I would need to set up my daughter for life.
But, if I may quote another of my songs, the world as I knew it ain't there no more. The truth is there is no amount of work or time I can put in that will get me to my goal. I have to look at the entire landscape and see it for what it is.
The first thing is this: I don't write the kinds of songs people record anymore. This is something that happens to all of us songwriters eventually, whether the business model works or not. And I'm face to face with that reality right now. But the second this is there simply is no business model left for a songwriter.
If the information me and my fellow Ghost Town Troubadours uncovered on our tour holds true, no one will be listening to radio in five years. Everything will be streaming based. At the current rates, I would have to write about 7 "Can't Stop The Feeling"s a year just to stay above water as a human being much less build any kind of wealth. And that is literally, physically impossible to do.
I have written number one songs in 3 different decades, on multiple formats. I've been on millions of records. I've won awards and contests. I've seen my songs on the big and small screens. One of my songs was heard by half a billion people at one time. I've been compared to the likes of Randy Newman and Jimmy Webb. I wrote the only song in history to crash the iTunes server.
I've earned millions of dollars in my chosen profession. And I have had an amazing life and an amazing career. I am thankful every day for it. I've never once taken any of it for granted. My children live in a nice house and go to great schools. And I owe all of it to songs and songwriting and a market and a system that allows screw-up college dropouts like me to achieve things we wouldn't be able to achieve in any other time or place in history.
But even with all I've done in this business, my current value on the street, in the songwriting world, is 18 thousand dollars per year. And there is just no way for my family (or really ANY family) to live on that. And the problem is, no matter WHO the songwriter is, he or she will be worth THAT or less before too much longer. It isn't because people don't want to buy music. It isn't because my publishers aren't wonderful, amazing people. It's simply because there is a system in place now, that has devalued what I do to the point of extinction.
Is this life or death? Not really. But it does mean something for a Chinese orphan, who cannot talk or care for herself and who was brought to the land of opportunity for a better life. So far she's had that better life. What it will be in ten years is anybody's guess, at this point.
At 50, I'm not sure what else I can do with my life. Especially with that big, damn 27-year gap on my resume that reads, "worked as a professional songwriter."
I will always write songs for me. And I might even make the occasional record. But a co-writer of mine brought up writing something for Tim McGraw the other day and I couldn't get excited about it. Unless Tim guaranteed our song would be a single on the radio, we couldn't figure out what the upside would be for us. If it's not going to be on the radio, where do we get paid for it?
Everyone will just stream it and that means literally nothing for a songwriter. So, if Tim McGraw wants to record one of my songs, I would be more than honored for him to do so. I'd actually love to meet him and talk to him. He and I were born on the same day, in the same year. And I'd like to find out where I went wrong but I digress. We are simply entering a world where it probably won't mean anything financially to write songs for anyone. So, that song that might've gotten written for Tim McGraw won't get written at least by me.
I made peace with being a ***** a long time ago. I'll sing for you I'll play for you I'll write for you. But it will cost you. That's prostitution sort of. We all know what kind of girls we are, we're just discussing the price.
You go from doing it for the love to doing it for the money. That's the nature of commerce. Love don't pay the bills. But once you take it from me without a negotiation well that's called rape. And nobody deserves that. Not even those girls dancing on the stoop of that sex club, on a summer night.
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This makes me sad.
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Wow, so artists will have to write their own music to succeed now? This is horrible.
quote:Historically, country artists have not written most of their material. I've pointed this out many times.
Wow, so artists will have to write their own music to succeed now? This is horrible.
quote:Short answer? No, they won't be out there, and you won't get the timeless songs.
It might not be on the radio, but aren't those song writers still out there? We'll get timeless songs, the problem is that we'll have to dig for them.
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Wow, so artists will have to write their own music to succeed now? This is horrible.
That's what is so amazing to me about this whole 'brocountry' thing; I almost want to give their terrible songwriting a pass because they're just dumb rednecks...then I realize they're not even writing the songs they're singing (for the most part). It's amazing that it takes a team of old Nashville dudes to craft some of this drivel.
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I stand corrected. The songs still suck.
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http://www.rollingstone.com/country/features/jason-aldean-on-defiant-new-album-i-dont-like-labeling-w438602
So, I may be pilling on and this may be a cheapshot, but doesn't seem like the more this guy tries to make himself out to be a rebel and an 'outsider' he looks even more dewshy and 'bro country'.
That whole thing makes just want to punch him in the mouth.
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He quickly gave it up, because they wanted him to sit in a cubicle all day and crank out at least 20 songs a day. I'm not sure if that's an accurate number but I can guess that he at least meant that there was no real thought put into a song because of the high frequency of output for song writing.
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http://www.rollingstone.com/country/news/see-jon-pardis-grooving-performance-of-dirt-on-my-boots-w440735
So this shows up on my Rolling Stone twitter feed. At the risk of this thread getting overly repetitive and stale, I just had to post this and make the point as it relates to writing.
I did not look at writing credits but just by the sound of this, I doubt this tool wrote that. And it's just getting comical how the old cliches of dirty boots and mud on my truck can be repackaged over and over again.